7th Day: Your Dream Wedding

Yeah.. Actually i fail already.. Hahahahaha.. But as if i care~~ I'lls till continue with the next challenge.. :D
Erm, another tough question.. Why have to be a dream wedding? Why? Why?? Why???
If you ask me about my dream future i'll answer it perfectly.. But wedding??? Let me think...
Yah, my dream wedding is... I would like to have it in the most loveliest place in the world, which is ROME!!! Wahahahaha.. Why Rome? Because i love Rome.. with all the classical building that i feel it's very romantic. When i see Rome, i really want to go there and i feel like i wanna spend the rest of my life there.. Wah, how perfect it is...
Well, now i gotta go.. huhu, i got practice for this friday performance.. So, my dream about a perfect wedding stop here... Sorry if i cannot elaborate more, i'm still very blur with this kind of dream because i never plan to married early.. hahahaha

6th Day: A Photo of an Animal You'd Love to Keep as a Pet

My answer will be short...
A DOG!!!
I would like to keep chihuahua dog as my pet because it's very small and very cute!!! See how lovely this chihuahua is XD.. I really wanna kiss it..
So small, innocent, and cute... Owh.. Lovely...

*cannot resist the cuteness already*

ps: i don't mind to take care a big big dog like rottweiler, herder, or siberian husky.. But this is the dog that i prefer the most.. I don't like any other small dog, only this 1!! hahahaha..

A Far, Fay Away Journey~~

Hi guys.. Now i wanna share a different story. Yesterday i just come back from my PCC meeting which held in Tanjung Malim, Perak. Far? Of course.. So how? That's the important things la, "Our journey"... It was started after my meeting, i go and find my CUS daughter and go together from our campus to Jetty. The first journey started with us waiting for a very late ferry to go to Butterworth, and we reach Butterworth around 3PM. So we took bus to Parit Buntar to meet with my CUS kembar and my bf.. Jeng, jeng.. Journey already 1.5 hour.. So, alhasil, when we reach Parit Buntar the bus is very late and most probably we gonna reach very very late also. To prevent tireness and lateness we choose to go by train. Yeah, lucky thing, the train was delayed so we manage to get one (it suppose to depart at 3pm but it reach at 6, so we are lucky~). Another lucky thing, no economy class available, only 1st class (ok la.. since we got sponsor for our trip :P) hahahahaa...
In the end.. We still reach very late.. Why? because in the middle of the journey suddenly got falling tree that prevent the train to continue the journey, so we have to wait in another bus station for another 1 hour.. Great.. And we reach Tanjung Malim at 11.30. In the middle of thirstiness and hungryness we find any open restaurant and eat no matter the food delicious or not. After eating 2 portion of mee hoon, we almost die of fullness.. lol.. So we decide to walk to the meeting place since there's no taxi operating that late.
So, when we reach the meeting place, we just put our things and straight go for meeting. NO REST! Because we come late.. I really cannot understand what is the meeting that night. Luckily, at 1AM the meeting done already and we went to sleep. So, i fall into my beautiful slumber once i kiss the mattress :P lol..
The next day, meeting start very early.. =.= still sleepy... Some more nice addition is: in the middle of the long, long meeting suddenly i got my PMS.. And because the weather is cold i feel very very painful till i almost faint already.. To prevent fainting of pain, i took a few painkiller that was making me fall into a looong deep sleep *yeah, i think i took around 2 painkiller* LOL.. Luckily nothing happen, i still wake up in that place not in heaven.. hahahaha..
The night before we go back, we actually had supper. We buy KFC chicken and eat.. I don't know what possessing me, but i eat like pig. I really very hungry.. Yeah, embarrassing a bit, but i don't care, i'm very hungry...

The last day journey was not as long as the first journey since we took bus earlier.. So lesson learned,don't took bus late if you wanna go for a long journey~~~

5th Day: a Picture of Something You Want to Do Before You Die

Sorry guys for a very late update. I guess i suppose to be fail already for this challenge, but i tolerate myself since was away this few days.. :P hahahaha...

Well, this topic is the topic that i hate the most!!! Ever!!! I hate to think what should i do when i die... Well, but i still gotta do it..
Something that i want to do before i die?? Hurm... Maybe taking a last picture with my family. Yeah, that's it. When that day come i hope i'm not in the hospital and dying, but i want to
spend most of my time with my family.



maybe like this...

and also like this...

I don't care who are they, my parents, or maybe my own family one day, or maybe my friends. But the most important thing is i have fun with them and i can smile before i die. Can be a crazy picture also.. At least it makes me smile when i look at it and it gonna remind me of all crazy stupid things that we all do. Another reason why i wanna take picture is because when i look at that picture before i die, i gonna remember that i am alive (with thousands happiness and maybe a few regret~because that's how life is).. So then, before i die in really can say "Thank you Lord for giving me a chance to live and be happy. I'm happy to be guided step by step by You through them"

4th Day: Your Favorite Photograph of Your Best Friend

Wah.. this question quite easy!! hahahaha.. I can find thousand ugly photo of my best friends... lol >:D..
nah, i found one already...


nice??? :D

Why it's become my favorite photo?? The answer is very easy.. Because she looks ugly here.. wuakakakakakkaa..

3rd Day: Your Idea of Perfect First Date Day

My idea for perfect first date ? hmmm...
When i was small, because of influence of TV, i want a first date in the private room in a very expensive restaurant.. But now, i get simpler i guess.. hahaha.. I prefer my first date will be on a place that we feel comfortable with. Of course my criteria of comfortable is not very crowded @.@ like some kopitiam that was damn noisy, a bit private can la :D, not too dark (i like a candle light, but not too dark place which only can see your bf face *scary*), and of course nice food!! :D

Which place i would like to go? Most probably is steak house.. Why? Because if you bring me to Chinese or Malay restaurant sure i'll eat so much, so better steak house then i'll choose a big steak and eat till full (means literary i eat 1 plate only). Another reason is because steak house is very peacefully quiet, my mood will ruin very fast if i go to a very cramped and noisy place.. For sure..

Would i like to have a dance? Sorry, what era is this? I will sure reject, i like to see people dance but i cannot dance, so i'll pass :) hahahaha..

What about music? Good idea!! I love music, and better if it was lively played by my boyfriend and if can i would like he sing it too.. I like to hear people sing and play music, it's seems very warm and nice :D

Well, that's all for my 3rd challenge.. Hope i can cope with the next one.. hahahahah

Jangan Pandang Kamera

Kena tag oleh mami, jadilah saya mesti buat.. muahahahaha.. *kidding*..
My pic which is not looking into camera ah?? =.= hurmmm... hurm... Which one ah???
Lemme think..
Yeah, got one.. Which is..

time : 3rd semester holiday
venue : Grand city (?)
theme : orang kurang kerjaan

i would like to call this 1: Me and my crazy sister crazy act.. Yeah, we were camwhoring that day and come out with this kinda photo.. Strange i guess, since she was inside.. hahahaha.. And in facebook she tag me as 'kubu hantu'.. Well, she's the 'kuntilanak' before cutting her hair that short and regret it.. hahahahaha.. Sooo, who's the next lucky victim.. I would like to ask e-beth, uci!!, and ajusshi!!! Hahahaha.. Good luck!!

Day 2: Your Favourite Movie Day

Erm.. My favorite movie day?? I don't really have that since i can watch movie all day and night.. hahahahaa.. But, if really ask for one.. Erm.. Erm.. Maybe laa... Maybe, it's Saturday. Why i choose Saturday not Sunday?? Because i'm a lazy bum.. hahahaha.. So, apa kaitan? Of course got the reason.. For me, movie day is same with going out and shopping after watching movie, so after you watch and shop sure you will be tired and wanna sleep whole day. If i put my favorite movie day on Sunday, i got no rest time on Monday because it's time for class already... hahahaha.. So, understand rite? I love Saturday for outing, because i got Sunday for nothing... hahahahha...

Sorry for a short post.. At least i answering the question, i'm not in the mood of blogging now.. Sorry all...

RIP Grandpa

Today, suddenly i hear a shocking news from my dad.. He just tell me that my grandpa already passed away.. This morning 2AM.. I was shocked. This is the first time i lost my close relative, before this, either they are my far relatives or they passed away before i born. So, today i really first time.. I was shock and a bit sad.. Why a bit? I dunno why, i think i suppose not to be sad because all this time he not even want talk to his grandchildren. I never have a real conversation with him, all i do is just greet him and then leave. But when i know he was no more here, i was shock and sad.. Why?? Feeling is just too stupid sometimes..
Now, what left in me just a useless worries and regret. Why? Because i realize all this time i have focused on my hatred and never really pray for him. I know his dark past, i know his black magic, even when he already converted into catholic.. But i never care, i hate him, i never pray for him. Stupid me.. You can call.. When he was baptized last time, suddenly the whole city was raining so heavy, all thunder and storm coming and he suddenly got epilepsy until he have to go to ICU. According to my grandma, he hold a strong black magic that was holding him not to die, that's why when he was baptized his body was reacted over that things. I was shocked at that time, i thought since he never practice it, that thing sure leave him already.. But my grandma told me it's still there..
All i can do now just a simple prayer, grandpa hope you were happy in God arms now.. I hope your bitter memory, dark past and sadness all was healed. I hope your sin was forgiven.. Live in peace there, so there's no more tired to breathe, hard to walk and injury.. Hope you are happy there..

Day 1: Your Favourite Song

Lalalala.. My favorite song??? Too many to tell!!! Seriously, this question make me think very hard.. i like to change my favorite song.. Sometimes i like this but sometimes i like that... Wahhh!! *think* *think*

Well, i made up my mind.. I have 1 favorite song among all song that i have heard.. Which is, "Ruang Rindu" sung by Letto. Well, you all can say this song so slow until make you sleep, but for me i really feel the singer feeling on this song. There's thousands western songs that amaze me, the singers are very talented, the lyrics are very amazing, and the music is very nice to hear... But for Indonesian song, i'm totally very picky.. From all Indonesian song that i think is good, this one is really the best.. Why?
I still remember when i hear this song for the first time, which is an opening song for series film "Intan".. And the film is not as great as the song.. When the first time i hear this song, i was walking from my room to my study room which is passing my living room.. I suddenly stop. For a while i was stop, and looking on the TV... I never care about any Indonesian series before (because most of them is sucks), but this series amaze me with their song.. Woow.. That's my reaction, and i go to my study room and google this song.. Here is the lyrics, which i feel very meaningful...

Ruang Rindu

Di daun yang ikut mengalir lembut
Terbawa sungai ke ujung mata
Dan aku mulai takut terbawa cinta
Menghirup rindu yang sesakkan dada

Jalanku hampa dan kusentuh dia
Terasa hangat oh didalam hati
Kupegang erat dan kuhalangi waktu
Tak urung jua kulihatnya pergi

Tak pernah kuragu dan slalu kuingat
Kerlingan matamu dan sentuhan hangat
Ku saat itu takut mencari makna
Tumbuhkan rasa yang sesakkan dada

Kau datang dan pergi oh begitu saja
Semua kut'rima apa adanya
Mata terpejam dan hati menggumam
Di ruang rindu kita bertemu

Kau datang dan pergi oh begitu saja
Semua kut'rima apa adanya
Mata terpejam dan hati menggumam
Di ruang rindu kita bertemu

Well, that's all.. Do this song really mean much for me? Maybe yes... I don't know from where, but i feel it is..

ps: so far no one i met can sing or play this song... if got someone can play music and sing me this song i will really really appreciate it.. no i will really love it :D

30 Days Blogging Challange

Mami ask me to do this things since i got no inspiration to write anything.. hahahaha.. Quite funny laa.. I'll try to make it as interesting as possible :p

day 1 : your favorite song

day 2 : your favorite movie

day 3 : your idea for perfect first date

day 4 : your favorite photograph of your best friend

day 5 : a picture of something you want to do before you die

day 6 : a photo of an animal you'd love to keep as a pet

day 7 : your dream wedding

day 8 : a song that match your mood

day 9 : a photo of the item you last purchased

day 10 : a photo of your favorite place to eat

day 11 : what's in your make up bag?

day 12 : your current relationship, if single discuss how single life is

day 13 : a picture of your favorite band or artist

day 14 : a tv show that you're currently addicted to

day 15 : something that you don't leave the house without

day 16 : a picture of someone who inspires you

day 17 : how you hope your future will be

day 18 : 5 things that irritate ME about opposite/ same sex

day 19 : a picture of something you want to do before you die

day 20 : the meaning behind your blog name

day 21 : a photo of something that makes you happy

day 22 : a letter to someone who hurt you recently

day 23 : 15 facts about you

day 24 : a photo of something that means a lot to you

day 25 : who are you ?

day 26 : a photo of somewhere you want to go

day 27 : what kind of person attracts you?

day 28 : in this past month, what have you learn?

day 29 : something that you could never get tired of doing

day 30 : a photograph of yourself today + three good things that happened in the past 30 days

In 30 days i'll tak about all this topic.. Well, i'll try.. hope i can really write laa.. hahahhaha