Syndrome Pra-Interview

Hi people!!! wakakakka.. Me here, wanna share to you some stupid story =.=
Well, Well.. Tomorrow i got aiesec interview, which is my 1st experience. Am i gan cheong rite now? YES!! very... LOL... So after i finish my church at 8, we all go eat... And i just remember that tomorrow is Sunday, means my interview is tomorrow!! *shock* *bingung sendiri*.... Maybe because i think too much, about what will they ask, how to answer, bla, bla, bla.. Suddenly my mind blank and start asking a basic simple question "Where is the venue ah? =.=" *forget* *kaget lagi* *gan cheong* again... Call here and there.. No aswer =.= *OMG*.. Reach hostel, check email *because to confuse, i skip a few email* and call other friend.. She send me the venue.. And i just realize.. "OMG.. i read that one already =.=" *too anxious until i forget*.. Well, now find oredi.. Rather than i become a bat and my mind become blank again, let me go sleep laa.. Hope everything go well tomorrow *pasrah*

Fear

Can you imagine if the friends who have gave you a very very huge trauma come back and have to work with you again? Can you imagine if they just put innocent face pretending nothing happen and making everyone think that you are the one who was guilty? I don't know what to do right now, if i quit means i'm running away, but if i stay don't know until when this nightmare will haunted me... I haven't done yet with the trauma, it's totally a very very big trauma in my life which make me hate almost everyone... And now, suddenly, out of nowhere i have to face it again. I feel like this life is playing with me, even how many times i try to avoid it, it'll always come back...
Now, all i can say is i feel terrified, terrible, weak, useless, lifeless, gave up, tired, slowly i feel like i'm going to lose my sanity... And all i want is an escape... But, is there any escape in this life?

Just Wanna Share...

Just wanna share something.. This is what i've found in my sister blog that i think very nice to shared: click here.. Happy reading...

Btw, i won't be able to blog this month... It's really a crazy month for me, hope next month i have time to do my blog...

Presentation+Assignment+Activity=Die

Minna-san!!!! Ohayo Gozaimasu...

Sorry for my loooong looonngg hiatus. Really busy this semester, too much assignment to do *not mentioning i play quite much also* hihihihi...

Well, just wanna share with you some funny story i get from my lecturer. She taught both of my subject, and of course we have a weekly assignment. Hurm, so yesterday we were talking aboiut her assignment and she asked which assignment we have done. Then we mention one per one, after that we got ask some assignment that still in progress.. Suddenly, she said something make me open my mouth widely "Ey, why i give you so many assignment ah?? Is it that many ah?"

=.= Miss, please la.. You are the one who give us and suddenly u ask back... How we know?? =.= If you feel it's too much, how about cancel some of them *evil laugh* hehehehee....

Enough till here la.. I need to design an advertisement... huhuhu...