Penyakit Ngidam

Sekarang... Aku ngidam *kyk wong hamil wae=.=
Pengen pulang, itu yang pertama.. Yang sisanya ngidam makanan semua... muahahahaha (jadi nggragas gara2 ccku yg gila...)
Well, mesio ngidam makanan tok, tetep mau nulis :D
nomer satu yang wajib dapet: BAKSO!!!! *uwaaaa g ada bakso disini!!!!
yang kedua: TEMPE PENYET!!! *juga ga ada disini!!!!

terus yang agak spesial dikit restoran Malay Village yang di Sutos.. pengen kangkung gorengnya.. hohohoho...
Jadi ciii, ntar kalo aku pulang wisata kuliner yah!!! wakakakkaka

Finally everything is done!!!

Finally... everything done already.. All assignment pass up, all class done.. And i'll be free for the rest of this week XD.. wahahhaha, cannot image how excited i am.. wokokokok.... wahahahha.... I gonna go mall soon with all my girls.. hahahhaha... enjoying myself before final start... :D

Btw, GOOD LUCK EVERYONE!!!

What Faith Can Do (Kutless)

Everybody falls sometimes
Gotta find the strength to rise
From the ashes and make a new beginning
Anyone can feel the ache
You think its more than you can take
But you are stronger, stronger than you know
Don't you give up now
The sun will soon be shining
You gotta face the clouds
To find the silver lining

I've seen dreams that move the mountains
Hope that doesn't ever end
Even when the sky is falling
And I've seen miracles just happen
Silent prayers get answered
Broken hearts become brand new
That's what faith can do

It doesn't matter what you've heard
Impossible is not a word
It's just a reason for someone not to try
Everybody's scared to death
When they decide to take that step
Out on the water
It'll be alright
Life is so much more
Than what your eyes are seeing
You will find your way
If you keep believing

I've seen dreams that move the mountains
Hope that doesn't ever end
Even when the sky is falling
And I've seen miracles just happen
Silent prayers get answered
Broken hearts become brand new
That's what faith can do

Overcome the odds
You don't have a chance
(That's what faith can do)
When the world says you can't
It'll tell you that you can!

I've seen dreams that move the mountains
Hope that doesn't ever end
Even when the sky is falling
And I've seen miracles just happen
Silent prayers get answered
Broken hearts become brand new
That's what faith can do
That's what faith can do!
Even if you fall sometimes
You will have the strength to rise

do not ever give up.......... cii.. wakakakkakakka
ceceku yang cacad jgan melo2 yaa, ntar dadi pelo.... wakakkakakaka

When you leave someday....

When you leave someday
let me laying here
as if there is no end for today
no tomorrow no yesterday

when you leave someday
let me laying here
as my heart had gone
as the dream is fading

when you leave someday
let me laying here
as if i'm just a mannequin
that will never smile or cry

when you leave someday
let me laying here
as if i never exist
and yesterday was just an imagination

when you leave someday
don't ever look back
because yesterday had drowned
and tomorrow is waiting....

my wish

Well, well, well... I'm a bit down today. I dunno why, when i saw my friends birthday i remember all the past that i have. My past with them.. How my life have go up and down after they gone. They throw me as if i'm a trash, it's so hurt. I feel very worried lately, luckily i never celebrate my birthday here. If let say i have to celebrate here, will anyone remember?
I hate to become someone different, they took me as a trophy (yes, international student is a special, you can be friends with them is a special trophy, after that you can throw them away...) Well, my trauma with them is not end yet. Even it is not as strong as before, but a wound is still a wound and it will remain forever. Oh God, what can i do to forget it? I occupied myself with thousands work, but still the wound is still bleeding. I laugh a lot in front of everyone, but there still a crack in my heart..
How can i forget? I treasure them, i know it.. How i wish i can repeat my time, go with the right friends since the start. Now, because of my own ego and stupidity my heart cannot stop bleeding, how to treat this wound? Can get amnesia for 1 day to forget all about it, maybe i can laugh when i forget them..
The memories of 1st day in my second year still haunting me, how i cry, how i suffer... Even to go for a class is like to go to hell, since i will saw them. How i wish, i can runaway.. Why i'm not someone that soooo damn rich to run?? (Well, she can run from me?? why i cannot run from her and my problem?) This world is too unfair... To love means to be prepared to get hurt, to love means you put your heart under a sharp knife.. When the knife move, your heart will bleed and you'll cry...
Oh, how i wish i can runaway now.....

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I want to say this to somebody, who dare to tell me "Aku sekarang tahu kenapa mereka meninggalkan mu, Mulanya aku prihatin kepadamu tapi ternyata itu salah. Mereka memang layak meninggakanmu"..
Well, let me tell you 1 thing.. I'm happy that they left me, cuz i know how suck they are in the end. and i got a thousands friends already here, that faarr moooree percious then them, and they stay beside me..
While you? You just read my blog, give me a sympathy, you even never know what problem i have with them and you can make a conclusion. I praise you "You are such a MAN bro, only dare to insult people from back (girl some more), you are the manliest man i've ever seen" , i'm happy that i just insulting you.. Cuz it was worth that i do so.. Since you just a total loser, oh no sorry, goner.
You be friends with 2 of us, with a lot offff pitiness from us. You always ask us to give you a pity feeling.. Well, up to you.. You wanna continue or walk down you own path..

I feel i have a language problem.. My bahasa indonesia (tepatnya bhs jowo) ada yg error... =.=

I hate thisss!!!!!!!!

I hate this sickness.. everytime feel dizzy, cannot study, cannot do assignment and work =.= haizzz.... :((

My Brother Graduation

Pagi tadi, aku brangkat ke KL, soalnya ada acara graduationnya kokoku. Erm, aku ngga ngerti apa yang salah dengan aku dan diriku akir-akir ini, tapi yang jelas aku tau: rasanya otakku uda mulai error. Seperti kejadian pagi ini, janjian ma students cabs jam 6.30 pagi baru bangun jam 6.45.. OMG!! *kaget* lompat dari ranjang, langsung ganti baju (ga pake mandi.. hihihihi.. rencananya mau mandi di KL *eh, jangan bilang-bilang ya...*). Untung sampe di bandara tepat waktu, jd masi bisa duduk-duduk sambil ketiduran... Sampe di KL, langsung cabut ke bandar sunway. Sampe di hotel, liat koko ama papi uda pake jass, uda cakep-cakep *cihuy!*, tanya "Lho, kok pake jass?? mau ngepas baju??". Trus papi jawab, "Lho ayo berangkat, acaranya mau mulai". *shock* "Lho bukan sabtu acaranya?? katanya koko sabtu. Dijawab lagi sama papi, "Hari ini la" (asem, dia kasi tanggal keliru lagi). Ya udah, jadi deh pake make up cepet-cepet trus brangkat.

Sampe di Hall, foto studio dulu (this is the best part :D) trus, aq pinjem baju koko aku dan pura-pura foto jadi orang yang uda lulus.. hehehehhe

bagus khann?? *awas kalo ngga!!!*


Abis puas foto, masuk ke hall deh buat acara graduationnya.. Well, boring.. that's all that i can say.. Dari awala sampe akir, isinya pidato mulu, dari pidatonya di datuk ini, datuk itu.. sampe batuk-batuk.. =.=
Yang aku heran, tuh datuk-datuk dah tua, kok tahan ya berdiri n ngomong lama banget (mulutnya ngga berbusa emangnya???).. Yah, setelah perjuangan panjang berusaha mendengarkan ocehan-ocehan yang serba ga jelas, akhirnya the best part is coming: MAKAN!!! hahahahha (i sound like a greedy >.<)... Abis makan pulang deh ke hotel dan sekarang AKU BORING!! =.= ada yang mau nemenin jalan-jalan ga??????