I need HUG!

Angry, disappointed.. That's all that i felt from them, i really never expect that they can be so cruel.. Nice at the 1st, kind to me. But i was blinded, i didn't realize that at that time they just need me for a while and left me...Can I forget all this things forever? i feel like i want to leave all this thing behind, forget all about it and move on.. But, love is just stupid, i still care of them...